Friday, 27 April 2012

London Marathon 2012

Did you run in this event? How did your race day go? Well I was more than happy that the disastrous weather London was having in the lead up to race day miraculously disappeared on the day itself and the usual London Marathon support was out in full force. I especially love the huge drums under the motorway at Westcombe Park and Brazilian Latino drums at Canary Wharf where I 'm guaranteed to slow my pace down to observe this atmosphere. at Like me I'm sure your race consisted of high's and low's, positives and negatives which affected the outcome of you race. Reflecting back what would you have changed or done differently? Did you reach your goal or did your time you hoped to finish the marathon by slip away out of your grasp? I again fell for the same old trick! I pumped myself up for weeks telling myself do not!
under any circumstances submit to the voice in my head telling me to slow down, give up or.... It hurts! Fight back Brooksy! Think positive thoughts come on you can do it! Push through to the end << what a load of nonsense! Explain later

With me, My aim (one day) is to run a sub three hour marathon which means running a pace under seven minutes per mile for 26 miles. Quite a challenge! and today just wasn't going to be that day. My next aim which I thought I may just sneak was to run under 3:09:59 and obtain a Good For Age Marathon time [and easy entry into the 2013 London Marathon]...
Oh I tried for this and even instructed my Garmin virtual partner to pace me. At one point I was 770 metres up on this time but by mile 19, I knew I had to dig in deeper, my pace slowed and my hard work I had put in, in the early miles I found myself slowing and my initial advantage was getting eaten in too. Re paragraph above: Fight back those voices of doubt! I totally forgot my pre race plan and promptly crumbled submitting to the voices of pain and was now running on auto pilot without any passion or drive. I knew if I didn't up my pace, would be a close finish. Alas like Tottenham Hotspurs 2011/2012 season the wheels came off my wagon and as I left parliament Square my Garmin bleeped like mad at me saying 03:09:59 time I wanted was now up! I plodded around that last 3/4 mile finishing 3:16:35. Crossing the line I was in so much pain, agony that I hadn't felt in my other three marathons and I was even rather cross with myself that the after marathon pictures clearly show a false smile. I stropped around a little saying "That's IT!" ....
I'm not running this event again because my pride was a little damaged but most of all my body was screaming at me in *pain*. Seriously checking my heart rate which looked normal... My heart actually was hurting..... woah! Don't go there! I hoped!!

Being a #geek two days later I have printed off my Garmin stats and observed my pace mile for mile. I've also printed off my last two years VLM times and side by side on my desk I'm comparing my times mile by mile! If you can do that I'm sure you'll have a surprise and if you are upset with your performance I bet doing this you'll say to yourself hang on..... Firstly compared to other years I may have set off too fast.
Quite noticeably I had quite quick miles (by my standards) which puts me miles up the road compared to previous years. This year I even had mile paces within a second of each other which tells me my pace was steady and consistent. Even when I "thought" the wheels had come off late in the marathon, WoW the times we still perhaps slightly quicker than the same miles in previous years which justified my quickest PB time for 2012. 2011 3hrs:25mins, 2010 3hrs:45mins

I'm sure in all our races there are moments we're not happy with or the race or our body throw in a surprise we're not expecting that never happened in all our months of training! Stitch, blisters unexplained pace. The more competitive runners (I try to be) we can beat ourselves up about it like taking on Mike Tyson for 12 rounds but I'm sure! By stepping back and re evaluating the situation I bet you didn't do to bad after all and can more than easily see the positives in your executed race plan

I have spent so much time the last year trying for a Good For Age and on the day missed out by nearly a mile. It's the closest I've ever been but us runners are told, never, never give up! One day know I will reach my target. Yes a spanner firmly wedged in the works today, disappointed maybe but my day will come if i keep on working at what i set my main objective.

I've come too far to give up now and you shouldn't either! Onwards and upwards

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